I Want

I want to scream

I want to shout

I want to yell

I want to stop the pain

I want to make it go away

I want to feel nothing

I want to think of something else

I want to erase it from my head

I want to rewind time

I want to know what it means to you

I want to know was it all a game

I want to know how you can be so cruel

I want you to hear

I want you to see

I want you to think and feel

What matter is it what I want

When there is only one thing I really want

And that one thing has gone from me